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Nothing Behind Me
04:41
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This is a dream
And the real world
Lies somewhere else
Floating in
Shapeless colours
I seem to be here only to observe
But there is a thought
Sits deep inside
Picks at my mind, tears at the walls
The recurring dread
No one wants to face
But who cares anyway?
There is a question
Crawls around inside
Eats my being and asks
What is this?
An imitation?
A poor copy?
A mere simulation?
I am aware that I sleep
Somewhere far away
And I know, I feel
That something
Is happening
Nothing behind me
Nothing in front
All the minds are gone
Purely alone
And I have to go
Because I have to know
I am aware that you sleep
Somewhere far away
And you know, you feel
That something
Is happening
Nothing behind me
Nothing in front
But still I run
All the minds are gone
Purely alone
And I have to go
Because I have to know
Nothing
There is
Nothing
Time is wrong
And I still don't know
Yet forwards I go
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Elusive Horizon
03:43
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The streets glow
As light moves for shade
Nobody here ever sleeps
Unaware they are melting away
Distracted eyes don't meet
As I move through everyone
Yet soon I recognize that
We're living the same lives and
Here dark no longer exists
The neon burns a hole in the sky
And buildings, vacant
Somehow still seem alive
I can't see through the haze of my mind
My memories are far behind
I doubt any of it happened at all
But I know that
All you ever truly have is yourself
There's no one else
No one else
There's no one else
No one else
There's no one
I can't see through the haze of my mind
My memories are far behind
I doubt any of it happened at all
But I know that
All you ever truly have is yourself
There's no one else
No one else
There's no one else
No one else
There's no one
It's dusty and cold
The wind tears at my eyes
The fire melts my skin
As I turn my face to distant skies
Lost my directions long ago
But the burning inside drives me
The will to know, to answer it
I cannot die this empty
So, I stumble forwards
Destroyed by sand and sun
Heading towards
An elusive horizon
I will never stop
I will never stop
I will never stop
I will never stop
I will never stop
I, I…
I cannot stop
I can't see through the haze of my mind
My memories are far behind
I doubt any of it happened at all
But I know that
All you ever truly have is yourself
There's no one else
No one else
There's no one else
No one else
There's no one
I can't see through the haze of my mind
My memories are far behind
I know nothing happened at all
Now I know that
All I ever truly had was myself (All you truly have is yourself)
There's no one else
No one else (There is no one)
I'm nowhere else
Nowhere else (No one else)
I'm no one
It's up to you
Because I know what I'd do
As I'm pushed from behind
My body twists, I can't see who it was
So I head down
To the place
Without sound
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3. |
Repose
03:27
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4. |
In My Mind
06:08
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I can't go back
I never had a choice
The world is digital but it's only a feeling
In this city with no people, how could I be alive?
Let me go
It's a simulated crime
In my mind
All I have is time
Let me go
There is only me
Is this how it's supposed to be?
This is not my world
My mind melts
My body somewhere else
This is not my world
My mind melts
My body somewhere else
All I have is
Time
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5. |
Obsolete
06:58
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It started out long ago
Emerging out of shadow
Unsure of how I arrived
Unsure of how I survived
Will this all be worthwhile?
To have truth
If I can finally know it all
Then I can uninstall, because
All I want is sleep
I have become obsolete
It's an artificial shell
For sins unknown inside this hell
All I want is to be free
Even just for me
Do people stand by my side
Where my body and true life lies
Are they waiting for me to come back?
Or is outside here
Simply black?
Now is the time
To run, to fly
Rip apart myself
All to get through the door
The end is close
I can feel it inside
But I have to move now
And then
Then I can…
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